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I Was Just Racially Profiled on Your Glorious Holy Day

12/25/2017

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Yes, you can definitely count me among those who has nothing to do with Christmas.  I don't push my views on people about it.  You never see me running up to people asking them what they are going to do to denounce the imperialist santa claus.  Instead, my policy for years has been if you don't bring it up to me I won't bring it up.  I'll wish you and your family the best and leave it at that.  It never fails though.  People always approach me with "Merry Christmas", etc.  To which I usually respond that I don't celebrate Christmas which leads to a very defensive (and un-necessary) reaction on their part.  So, to avoid that sorry and inevitable exchange, I do my best on this day to avoid people.   I enjoy the solitude of it.  Today was spent inside, all day.  The only person I talked to was my daughter.  It was great, but after spending the last several days battling the flu, I decided tonight that I needed to go out and get some tea and/or vitamin C.  So, with little options being open, I drove downtown to the 7Eleven on J Street.  I parked and as I walked up to the store I encountered a European man, about 40.  He appeared to be intoxicated.  He wore a santa hat and gave the impression of someone who had spent time at one of the many nearby bars.  He was leaned against a tree with his pants down, urinating into the tree in front of the many passer-bys on what is one of Sacramento's busiest streets.  Since I was walking directly by him, and he was staring at me as if I was the one who was engaging in questionable behavior, I quipped "you can't do better than that?" He said nothing as I went into the store. 

I was in there a while because that spot is action packed and going through the line can take a minute.  When I left the store and walked back to my truck, the drunk santa white man was no where to be found, but no sooner than I drove off did I notice a black and white unit pulling out several spaces behind me.  The patrol car pulled in behind me, tailgating me.  Like most African people, I knew what this meant.  I calmly drove the four blocks and made my right turn to head in the direction of my residence.  The police lights went on and I pulled over.  

Two city cops walked up on each side of my vehicle, shining flashlights inside.  The one on the driver's side asked for me driver's license and insurance which I provided to him without a verbal response.  A lot of so-called police rights advocates teach against just handing over your documents, but every African knows what this moment is really about.  The driver's side cop took my documents back to their car.  The passenger side cop didn't move.  He continued to shine his light on my vitamin C on my passenger's seat.  When the other came back, this was our verbal exchange (give or take a word or two):

Him:  "Where you headed Mr. U-mee?"

Me:   "It's Oh-me."  i glance at the vitamin C on my passenger seat.  "You followed me from the 7Eleven.  I don't think its a mystery what I'm up to."

Him:  Hands me back my documents.  "Well, we had a report of a suspicious character downtown so we were following up."

Me:  "I think that was the white man in the santa hat peeing on the sidewalk that you should be looking for..."

Him:  Ignores my comment.  "Carry on."  And they both walk off.  Now compared to many traffic stops we endure, and even many I've had myself, that one was an extremely minor one, I admit.  My purpose for highlighting it this evening is because I'm sick of not being able to go to the damn store for some medication without being harassed for living.  And, the hypocrisy of a fake holiday that is supposed to represent humanity, but in actuality, represents mass materialism, is like an annual thumbing on the nose at all those who experience this oppression on a daily basis.

Please don't get me wrong.  If you celebrate Christmas, more power to you.  I sincerely hope you were able to have one tenth of the positive day that I did (before tonight).  I don't wish any negativity upon you and your Christmas.  In fact, to be completely honest, I don't really believe it possible for me to care less what you do.  My beliefs, and any efforts to express them, are based on a desire to maintain my own sanity and have little to do with any of you.  Especially when a simple trip to the convenience store could easily result in tragedy.  

I'm going to spend the next hour or so trying to regain that relaxing mindset I was in.  I can't help, but think though.  If myself, and people like me, don't have the right to enjoy our peace and tranquility without being harassed on your holiday, why the hell does anyone have the arrogance to think that the hypocrisy of it all shouldn't also interrupt your day?  It sure interrupted mine.

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    I don't see disagreement as a negative because I understand that Frederick Douglass was correct when he said "there is no progress without struggle."  Our brains are muscles.  Just like any other muscle in our body if we don't stress it and push it, the brain will not improve.  Or, as a bumper sticker I saw once put it, "If you can't change your mind, how do you know it's there?"

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